Blah blah blah...

I think I'm just going to do away with the whole challenge thing. Because it's summer I'm out of the house or with family/friends more often. of course that hasn't been the case this week because I've been sick. It's already 100 degrees so i don't' know if it's the flu or heat exhaustion, all I know if I'm in pain and not really able to sleep in my own bedroom because since it's pretty much a converted attic above the garage it's one of the hottest rooms in the house. I'm not even letting Jasper in there these days because it's so unhealthy. We basically just stay downstairs reading blogs and watching Harry Potter. Well I do those things he runs around on my laptop trying to eat the keyboard and causing trouble..I love him :)

Day 20. My fears

I don't think I have a lot of fears..I have some that I think everyone has. The biggest ones I think would be small tight spaces, being smothered and bugs. Bugs are a big problem for me. When I was about 9 I went on a summer trip to India with my family. There were fire ants around our house but I had never experienced any big problem with them until one day. I was getting ready to take a shower and I placed my clothes on my bed. When I came back from my shower I began putting the clothes on, and almost immediately I noticed a tingling burning sensation on my arms. Then I noticed it everywhere. I started tearing the clothes off while screaming for my mom. Turns out there was a fire ants all through out my bed and they had gotten into ALL of my clothes. The clothes and bedsheets were cleaned and we got all the ants out, but since then I haven't been able to stand small bugs, especially ants.

Day 18. 5 Items I lust after

1. a kindle
2. a dog (not really an item but still)
3. my own apartment (especially the gorgeous condos down the street that I know I can never afford)
4. bird cages & supplies (so I can buy more feathered friends)
5. a bird room or a private art studio